Tuesday 10 February 2009

People are CRUEL!!!

Just so you know I am sick of people being rude......

If you do not like someone KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!!

If you do not like the way someone looks SHUT UP!!!

If you do not like the way people live WHO CARES!!!!

Everyone has to answer for their own lives. NO ONE asked you to answer for it and NO ONE asked your opinion so SHUT UP........

Sorry but I had to get that out. There are a few people that I would REALLY love to say that too. Drama gets old. When you are out of high school, don't act like you still are in high school. Act your age. Gossip and Rumors ruin people's lives does anyone care? And the things that you say about someone can really hurt. Everyone has feelings! I mean what is the point in being mean anyhow? Where does that get you? Does it make you feel better about yourself or are you just that bored?

Another thing don't LIE. If the truth is not interesting or dramatic enough for you just don't mention it. SHUT YOUR FREAKING MOUTH!!! No one cares anyhow.

So next time you think about talking about someone, think about what you are going to say and ask yourself would I want someone saying that about me even if it was true? 9 out of 10 times the answer is going to be NO. So please just keep your comments and your horrible words to yourself. No one cares OK?

Friday 16 January 2009

Life is TOO short

Okay well this last week has been one of the hardest of my life. I learned three things that I want to share with you.

I learned that life is SO short. You never know when it will be the last time you are going to see someone, and you never know how hard it is going to be if you ever had to say goodbye to that person for good. Last Thursday night (the night the Sooners lost the Championship), we received a phone call from Jen's Aunt Debbie, saying that her cousin, Scotty (or Skeety as I called him) had passed away. At first it felt like a cruel joke or a dream. But then it settled in that he was gone and we would not see him again until we went to heaven. I was very upset and I pretty much just became completely depressed. Scotty was only 30 yrs old. He was too young to die. I know that you can't be too young to die but in my opinion he was. His funeral was Tuesday 01/13/2009. Scotty was born 05/26/1978 and went to see Jesus 01/07/2009. It hurts so bad to know that until either I die or Jesus comes back I will not get to hear his voice again. He was close to my heart, and I cannot wait to see him in heaven. What a horrible way to begin the new year.

Another thing I learned is that adults can be such babies sometimes. For some people grudges and hatred does not go away even whenever your world is turned upside down. So on top of having to deal with one of my very close friends passing away I had to deal with some very childish crap out of a grown adult, because he wouldn't stop showing his true colors. Those colors of hatred and grudge were pointed at me and it hurt me so badly. So I have decided that life sucks! God is really testing my strength and my courage this week.

And the other thing I learned, I actually learned today. Do not bend over while you are sitting in a chair. My mom did this today, the chair came out from underneath her and she cracked her elbow. She went to the orthopedist and even though to me it is pretty obvious that her elbow is cracked the orthopedist said, "I can't tell if it is cracked or if that is just the way your bones are." Okay so since when are peoples bones obviously cracked just because that is the way they are. WHATEVER! Please be praying for her healing. She is going to post her X-Ray pics on myspace so you will be able to check those out LOL.

To close this blog out I just want to sum all this up in a couple points. God is always testing you, but even though it seems impossible to overcome it God would not put anything on your plate that you cannot handle. He doesn't want to see us fail. The other point is DO NOT ever think that someone will be around for ever. Appreciate every moment that you have with the people you love because that could very well be the last minute you spend with them on earth.

So far 2009 has been a bad year. It has only been 16 days since this nightmare began, but I have faith that it will get better.

Thursday 8 January 2009

BCS

Tonight at 7:00pm is the BCS National Championship. Oklahoma Sooners vs Florida Gators. Obviously I am rooting for the Sooners. I am so excited. I am even getting off work early to watch the game.
Oklahoma is #1 in the country! Oklahoma has lost the last 5 BCS games that they have played which is a worry for every Sooner fan. Another scary fact is that we are known for playing very hard in the first half and slacking extremely in the 2nd. Sam Bradford (quarterback) won the heisman trophy this year and he has had an excellent season. The only game lost by the Sooners this season was to Texas Longhorns.
Florida is #2 in the country. Florida did win the BCS Championship 2 years ago. Tim Tebow (FL quarterback) won the heisman last year. The only game FL lost this season was to Ole Miss.

Here are the actual stats for this season for the 2 teams..........
Average Points Per Game: OU - 54.0 FL - 45.2
Rushing Yards OU - 205.5 FL - 229.8
Passing Yards OU - 356.5 FL - 212.6
Total Yards OU - 562.1 FL - 442.4
Sacks OU - 11 FL - 16
Rushing TDs OU - 45 FL - 41
Passing TDs OU - 49 FL - 31
Pass Completion OU - 68.1 FL - 64.5

With that said my prediction is for the sooners to win, which of course was what I wanted anyhow!

Wednesday 7 January 2009

New Year New Things

Okay, well guys to be quite honest I am not a blogger. I never have been but I see how much it has helped people get out their thoughts and even sometimes realize some things. So since I have never done this before I figure might as well. That is what new years are for right? If not to start new things than what? :)

Well, if you read my "About Me" section than you know already that my family and friends mean everything to me. Most likely, you will hear quite a bit about them all throughout my blog.

I guess we will start this new blog with a new years goals......

Okay here goes, I am so sick of people taking advantage of me. I will not allow anyone to make me feel belittled or insecure this year. People always think that it is ok to just say and do whatever they want to people regardless of the way it makes the other person feel. Well no more will I allow myself to be the one they can mistreat.

Secondly, I will become a better person. I plan on growing closer in my walk with God this year. There are a couple things that I am going to do in order for this to happen. I am going to try to find a church to go to on a weekly basis and I have a few bible studies that I will be going through also.

Thirdly, I will grow closer to my family this year. I originally moved "out" when I was 17. That was 4 years ago whenever I moved to Georgia. Since that time my relationship with my family members has gotten better in some areas and worse in others. So, I will work to grow closer to the people that I love.

Lastly, I want to get into school. As most of you know, I have wanted to be a teacher for a few years. It is a very important goal in my life. I have the weighing on my heart that being a teacher is by far the thing that I was created to be. I am in a huge situation when it comes to that because I am 21 and I live on my own. I know that sounds normal, but when it comes to FAFSA it obviously is not. In order to even apply for financial aid they require me to not only claim my own income but also the income of my parents (which you know live 450 miles away). This is ridiculous. Honestly I already make too much money probably but adding their's also is just like financial aid murder LOL.

Well that is all for now. I hope that all of your New Years Goals are great for you and that you succeed as I know I will. Thanks for reading and have a great 2009!!!!!